Hey everyone,

It's been a long time since I last blogged. Anyway, Work has been occupyin my time again. I havent been playing a lot of cricket lately, as in no time for sports at all. My nurses have been calling too wanting me to take my medicine back at the clinic! who would bother going to the clinic every other day? Seriously. Anyway, ill prolly go tomorrow. Hehe, I think I haven't taken them since last week. hehe. straight 8 days I guess, and it's not doing me any good coz I can feel the chest pains again. So yea, i gatta hit the clinic.

Nikki?

She's been great. I saw a photo of her today. And I realized how big she has turned out! Ang guess what, she's turning 1 year old in around 44 days. Shocking! She's bigger than I have ever imagined! Oh- How time flies. Shes doing a lot of things now too =) I love her progress but at the same time its makin me feel sad knowin shes growin really fast. =( .. I love you, baby ko!

Dee?

We're okay. still quite rough at times. I guess I really cannot change some facts in life! haii.. anyway..

i think im ganna go for now. toodles.

Strong.

Been forever since i last blogged. And YES! So much has happened. So much unbelievable, crazy, stupid, painful, fun and simply wowwing have happened for the last what.. 5 months? Haha!  I was a wreck a plain wreck. hehe. Had to go through so much. But incase you guys are wondering, YES! I'm okay. very perfectly still breathing and living for Nikki's sake and ofcourse my family =)

About Diwas's and I? I'm not sure where we both are standing at the moment. It's far too complicated to tell. But it's alright. I guess i might as well just blog about it since everyone is talking pretty much everything about it. Nope, I' wasn't handling it easy. I was in real pain for quite a while then yea, I managed to get over things. But ofcourse, I still care but not just as much as before. Oh wells. I think I've came to the point when I totaly have realized that some things just dont workout as we thought it would. Funny!

Work? I'm currently working at Pure Fitness Soho as a Receptionist! And I tell you one thing; ` Being a Receptionist is not as easy as one thinks! It's freaking hard to stand for a 9 hours straight! But ofcourse, I get my 1 hour break. But yea! It's mad crazy!

I feel really good today i had a very hott shower! And it just reminded me I'm still the old me i mean after having Nikki doesn't mean i cant do nothing like before! psh! I love my dad nyahah!

I miss winter already!

I'll try to blog more often! :)

im just in a lot of pain right now.

Hello everyone.

Its good to be finally blogging again!! Woo hoo.

So much has happened AGAIN, since I last blogged!

Yes. A lot of good and a lot of bad.

And if you’re lucky enough ill blog em here! Well I think that’s exactly what im ganna do na . anyway.. work has been a pain in the ASS too much tension and pressure given every single day given.  Haiz. I really do planning on quitting too. But part time has been a blast. Yes. There is infact a deeper story in it. Hahaha! Ill mention it later. PROLLY!

OK THE BAD:

-         Diwas is still not home. Hes still back there in Nepal. I don’t know when hes ever coming back since his grandma is in a pretty NOT-SO-GOOD condition. So yea prayers with him.

-         Someone has been hurting me (not physically!) and yes its hurting pretty bad. I wish that person know that I am happy for what he has now.and I have nothing against it. But what happened HAS happened! Alright. So. Done!

-         I realized that. There really isn’t anyone in the whole wild world that would stay forever. Except for The family.

-         Baby is growing up too fast and im missing it all. Work is keeping my ass off everything about it. L

OK THE GOOD:

-         Part time has been a blast.

-         Lyn has been super supportive

-         May has been a super supportive sister.

-         Subas dymk has been very nice too

-         Mom and nikki are super loving each other.

-         I’m back to cricket! YES!

-         Training both hong kong and club are starting again! Weehee.

-         I’ve met PujaJ

-         Ive got ECLYPSE to read! Yess!!!

Haiz. Ive got loads of pictures to  upload. But ive gotta run. Piles of FILES are waiting for me to input! Yikess.

so much has happened so much has changed. i cant even catch up anymore. anyway. im very very disappointed on someone. yes i never expected her to change and i never saw it coming. shes pretty much like the girls she hangs out with. i dont even know if i still wanna stick around with her. not that im being immature or something i just think this is where i can note things down more briefly.

anyway.

so much has happened too.

nikki is growing so very very fast,

im back to playing cricket :)

its getting warmer!

and many many more.

good and bad.

:)

talk soon.

gatta upload photos